Invisble

This week, for some reason, I feel invisible and honestly I'm not 100% sure why. Maybe it's hormonal. :?

I don't normally post things like this but I honestly feel like I'm on the edge next to a huge vacuum. I feel light & invisible. I'm see through. I'm empty. I feel like I'm going to completely disappear soon.


My life is normal. Everything just moves along like it always does. I am the only one that is caught in between two worlds. I don't think I'm depressed but maybe I am & just don't know it. Maybe it's the holidays, they always remind me of how my real life and my ideal life aren't all that similar. I'm usually at peace with that but the holidays always stir up my emotions.


I'm not sure this even makes sense but I feel like sharing these feelings is the only way to make sure I continue to exist.