I seriously have a difficult time getting along with them. And for some odd reason my life has been filled with them. They are all around me. People I have worked with, people that I love, people that I just have to deal with.
It sucks!!!
Really really sucks!!!
I see right through their lies but have to smile and pretend like I don't know that they are full of shit. Then that makes me just like what I can't stand........a LIAR......a fake.......a phony.
When I say something to a liar about their lie they just lie more to try and cover it up. There's really no reason to waste precious time on it. It's useless.
It sickens me to my core. I'm not exaggerating when I tell you that it makes me physically ill to have to deal with those people.
Of course I wish that everyone liked me but if you don't...........don't smile and hug me.....don't feed me your lines of BS.......don't pretend to be my friend. I respect someone that will be honest with me but please don't bother wasting your breath if you just want to pretend. I'm not interested. I do see right through you.
I have made the choice not to waste my time on fake people anymore. I don't have patience to deal with them. They don't bring out my good side and I don't feel comfortable with the person I become when I have to deal with them.
I want to add that my choice was not made in anger. I still love several people with this personally defect. I just can't waste my time on them anymore. I'll never be able to trust them and they'll never be honest with me or themselves.
It feels like a lost cause to me.
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